"Late at night when all the world is sleeping.
I stay up and think of you.
And I wish on a star,
That somewhere you are thinking of me too."
So baby keeps having these bad dreams.. he thinks I’m going to do something bad to hurt him, but that’s not even an option for me. The longer he stays the worst these fears get. I don’t know how I’m going to get him to not worry, but I need to think of something. Last time he was away he was only gone for a week and he was so convinced that I had did him wrong I guess those girls before me really messed with him more than I thought. Smh I would never hurt him.
"But though you’re still with me.. I’ve been alone, all alone.."
Today was a good day
I went to the OB’s office today and heard my little girl’s heartbeat.. it made everything that’s been going on irrelevant and it made me super duper ecstatic to know that she is doing A-okay. Got a phone call from my hubby right afterwards and he gave me even more good news.. he might only get 90 days ! ….WHA ?!? lol he would be there for the birth and everything! But he would have to go back and I would need to find some money to bail him out….. it all depends on how long his court days take and if he actually gets 90 days for probation and his charges get dropped for this new fiasco.. fingers crossed.