Late at night when all the world is sleeping. I stay up and think of you. And...– Selena -Dreaming of You (via forevermeanna)
So baby keeps having these bad dreams.. he thinks I’m going to do something bad to hurt him, but that’s not even an option for me. The longer he stays the worst these fears get. I don’t know how I’m going to get him to not worry, but I need to think of something. Last time he was away he was only gone for a week and he was so convinced that I had did him wrong I guess...
But though you’re still with me.. I’ve been alone, all alone..– Evanescence -My Immortal (via forevermeanna)
Today was a good day
I went to the OB’s office today and heard my little girl’s heartbeat.. it made everything that’s been going on irrelevant and it made me super duper ecstatic to know that she is doing A-okay. Got a phone call from my hubby right afterwards and he gave me even more good news.. he might only get 90 days ! ….WHA ?!? lol he would be there for the birth and everything!...
I told you I wanted more-but that’s not what I had in mind I just want it like...– lana del rey - Blue jeans (via forevermeanna)
If you wait for me then I’ll come for you Although I’ve traveled...– The Promise by Tracy Chapman
Starting my letter.. all thoughts included
Day Three.. On a Happier note..
I saw my future husband today.. it was the happiest I had been since they took him from me. I did cry even though I told myself that this was going to be a happy visit. He looked alright, considering the situation, and it was the first time I talked to him since he’d been gone. Apparently I don’t get collect calls so I’m fixing that today.. I visited him for.. let’s say a...
From the first day we met each other we have been inseparable.. just thinking about these upcoming days is something I can’t bear to handle. I haven’t gotten a phone call from you today.. Its not fair.. I went to see you today just like you asked, but I have to wait until Sunday .. I need to talk to you, hear your voice .There is no doubt that I love you; and there’s no doubt...